I asked myself many times maybe i can control it. But I can’t It’s there all the time and it aches all over constantly. My friend keeps telling me it’s all in my head. It doesn’t help. I am hoping for the results of the test for polymyalgia and rosriver virus (carried by mosquitoes). Either way I’m desperate for a diagnosis so I can start treatment for it.
It’s lucky I have a GP who is really understanding. I’m trying to stay strong and it seems only my therapist and gp can see that. Friends are telling me I’m being weak and not fighting it hard enough. I don’t even know what I’m fighting. I do my best anyway they don’t need to tell me.
Peace,
NW
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The last time i checked you couldnt fight chronic pain only deal with it through meds. Anyone that says your weak and that your not fighting enough has obviously never had severe long lasting pain.
That is just pure ignorance and stupidity on their part.
too right Julian I’m fighting it as hard as I can. Specially the back ache and pain all over. The back pain has been there for months. Thats not taken seriously either. It’sgood to have true friends. You know who you are peeps.
Peace,
NW
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